Monday, December 17, 2018

winter break, here i come!!

I'm officially finished with fall semester! This means I'm halfway through this graduate program(!). I am leaving Providence today and won't be back until late March 2019. I am sad to leave, as I have really come to enjoy life here.
Photo taken minutes prior to hugging my friends goodbye and crying.

Things I've loved

  • The level of intellectual challenge at graduate school has been quite enjoyable. I moved out East to learn more about quantitative analysis and methods, and this semester has been full of python for data science, data visualization in Stata, and conceptual learning of ordinary least squares regression, difference-in-differences, regression discontinuity, instrumental variables and machine learning (just had a lunch and learn on random forests and boosting). The best part has been learning concepts and immediately being able to apply them at work. Though I'm by no means a data science engineer, I can follow discussions about stratified randomization and bootstrapping, and all this stuff is less intimidating than used to be. 
  • I won't lie; the amenities abound at a private university and they are nice. Sit/stand desks at the library? Free digital subscription to the Wall Street Journal? Keurigs in every kitchenette? Keypad lockers? Blackout shades in conference rooms? "Is this what it's like to be rich?" I've remarked multiple times to my classmates. 
James Forman, Jr. and Tom Perez had me so inspired!!
  • I have also loved being able to hear from (and sometimes even meet) passionate and thoughtful leaders. After hearing from James Forman Jr. I was like, "Do I want to work in public defense now?" After meeting Tom Perez I was like, "Do I want to work for the DNC now??" After hearing from John Kerry, Elizabeth Warren and Joe Biden I was like, "Do I want to staff an elected now???" Their love of the work and the people they're advocating for really encouraged me. They're living examples of the marriage of intellect and mission, which is what I am all about.


  • But of course, my favorite part of graduate school has been spending time with my friends. We go to class together, study together, share meals together, celebrate birthdays together..  My friends are kind, smart, socially conscious, fun (and funny). I would not have made it in this program without them keeping me sane and reminding me of the bigger picture. I miss them so much in my heart already!!
I'm so excited to head into winter break. I'll be celebrating Christmas in Seattle, New Year's in the East Bay (finally get to see my nieces and nephews!!), then it's off to Houston, Texas, for my January through March consultancy. I'll be a visiting scholar at the Kinder Institute for Urban Research at Rice University looking into housing resiliency post-Hurricane Harvey. I can't wait!!

Saturday, October 06, 2018

🍂autumn leaves🍂

Already four and a half weeks into the semester? That can't be right...
Before I left Seattle, someone advised me to "make the most of every opportunity." Thus far, I most certainly have! This fall I am taking four classes: budgeting, program evaluation, global political science and computer programming for data science (python). On top of that, I have a couple of part time jobs: graduate research assistant and "smart" policy analyst. During the first week of school I even got an email with an offer to take on a third job as a grader for an undergraduate course, but I knew I had to respectfully decline. There are only so many hours in a day!

Class 1: Budgeting

I love this class. The instructor is the former Office of Management and Budget Director for the State of Rhode Island. He knows all the ins and outs of putting together multi-billion dollar budgets and getting them approved by the Governor and General Assembly. So far we have had fantastic guest speakers: the Rhode Island Budget Director, the Rhode Island Medicaid Director and the former Rhode Island Senate Finance Committee Chair. The policies, procedures and politics of it all are fascinating.

After we heard from the State Medicaid Director, I turned to my classmates and confessed, "I don't even know why I pretend to flirt with the idea of working at a policy lab or a think tank for a few years; I know I'm  going back to government eventually. I just love it too much!!!" They laughed. Bureaucracy is Beautiful™️.

Class 2: Program Evaluation

This class is my second chance at redemption for all the concepts I did not quite grasp in statistics and economics over the summer. So far it has been a lot of reading empirical journal articles and interpreting regression tables. I really don't mind it, though. I'm learning things! At a work meeting yesterday the boss suggested doing a stratified randomization of assignment into treatment and control groups, and I actually knew what she was talking about.

Class 3: Global Political Science

I took a grand total of one political science course in undergrad, so this class is expanding my mind for sure. We are learning different theories on nation-state building, political processes and governance. It can definitely get abstract and esoteric at times, but I kind of love it. Sometimes it's great to live fully into my egghead truth. I knew I would like this class as soon as the professor started his first lecture by framing "the contours of academics debates on policymaking."

Class 4: Computer Programming for Data Science

One of my goals this year was to learn python, a computer programming language that is useful in a variety of settings. Going in, I knew some front-end coding (HTML and CSS) but python is different. We started out basic ("Hello World!") then worked our way up to creating a tip calculator. Most recently, we wrote a program where a user types in the state they live in and get the names of their two U.S. Senators, plus some info. about them. 

The assignment was frustrating because I kept getting error messages, but once it started running successfully, I was so proud of myself. Look out, world!!

Job 1: Graduate Research Assistant

When I was initially considering whether or not to enroll at Brown, I spoke with current students to ask about faculty and their research. After I told them my interests, they all had the same answer for me: "You should connect with Margaret Weir!" I met with Professor Weir this summer to discuss her latest research on urban political geography and equity impacts. It was a match!

Being a research assistant is great. In undergrad I actually really enjoyed doing literature reviews and annotated bibliographies so setting aside five hours a week to comb over journal articles, budget reports, press releases and legal documents is heavenly. The subject matter is interesting, too. Not everyone enjoys the minutiae of property and sales tax policy at the state and municipal levels but I do!! I love this stuff.

Job 2: "Smart" Policy Analyst

Sometimes public policy requires a little creativity. I'm working on an innovative education initiative, Rhode2College (R2C), a state-wide program that guides low and moderate-income high school students through the steps to apply for and then (hopefully) enroll in college. Eligible high school juniors text "Rhody," an AI chatbot, who gives them a "milestone" to complete each month (SAT prep, college search, FAFSA filing). When they finish a milestone, students get a digital gift card and some money for a college savings account. Over two years they can earn up to $2,000!

This is an exciting public-private partnership between the Chan Zuckerberg Initiative, College Board, the Rhode Island Department of Education, the Rhode Island Governor's Office and Research Improving People's Lives (the Brown-affiliated policy lab I work for). Last week I was able to visit some high schools and meet students ("Rhode2College Scholars"). It was touching to see how much just being selected for the program seemed to boost their self-confidence. I hope R2C will have a positive impact on their lives.


Of course, I've made time to have some "fun" too!
  • I went with friends to the homecoming football game. Brown lost by a sizable margin but the marching band halftime performance was very cute.
  • Kristen came to visit!! It was so nice to see her and catch up while showing her my favorite Providence foodie finds (PVDonuts, Den DenLike No Udder). I felt a little less homesick after seeing her.
  • We celebrated David's birthday and his first poetry slam performance. I love my family!! (Not pictured: pizza and Black Panther night at Jill's).
  • I met Chris Hayes and DeRay McKesson in the span of a week! Hearing from both of them inspired me and strengthened my determination to "stay the course." (Not pictured: an elevator conversation with U.S. Senator Sheldon Whitehouse.) Is this real life?? I'm starstruck by all these thought leaders. Yes, I am a nerd. And I am living my dream!!
In conclusion, I am really enjoying myself out here! I'm grateful. I know this is a special time in my life. Like Mary, I'm treasuring it all up in my heart.

Thank you to everyone back home who has written through Snapchat, text, email, postcard and letter. My bedroom wall is a mosaic of correspondence. I do miss Seattle and look forward to visiting in December.

Love and hugs,


Tuesday, September 04, 2018

reflections on south africa

South Africa was fantastic. I was in Johannesburg for 10 days for a school trip and found it incredibly inspiring. It's so difficult to try and succinctly communicate what it was like but I will give it a try.

Highlight 1: Soweto

We visited Soweto, a former township where the government forcibly relocated Black South Africans during apartheid (SoWeTo=South West Township). A neighborhood in Soweto, Kliptown, still experiences tremendous challenge in education and employment outcomes. Kliptown Youth Program (KYP),  is a locally led and managed non-profit that works directly with 450 youth to increase access to technology and higher learning. Thando Bezana, Operations Manager, explained that the executive leadership team is composed of Kliptown community members (including himself). Teachers are locals, too. Some studied computer science on KYP scholarships then returned to teach computer classes twice daily. KYP graduates who have moved to other neighborhoods contribute to a KYP alumni fund. KYP really has mastered the art of investing in and developing local talent. The "for us by us" (FUBU) nature of the entire program was such a joy to witness.

Highlight 2: Landfill site visit

We also had the privilege of hearing from a couple of federal employees working in the Department of Environmental Affairs. They explained on a high level how South Africa is tackling solid waste management, mainly by prioritizing diverting waste from landfills. We then got to visit a landfill site, one of the largest in the region. The landfill must have been at least 30 stories high and receives 2,500 tons of waste a day. The site manager explained that waste is dumped at the landfill, individuals remove as many recyclables as possible (plastics and glass), the trash is compacted, and then covered with crushed concrete waste. We rode all the way to the top of the landfill and at one point there was just trash and seagulls as far as the eye could see. It was incredible. The federal employees, who joined us on the site visit, were so excited to be out in the field (normally they are either in their offices or consulting at other local government offices) that they hopped out and started chatting with the onsite employees. It's quite an operation! And the methane from the landfill is used for public energy. Truly, nothing is wasted!

Highlight 3: Meeting bureaucrats

There's nothing quite like being able to meet career civil servants. Their passion for good governance is contagious. Joel Netshitenzhe, former Communications Director for Nelson Mandela, presented on the Reconstruction and Development Programme (RDP), a major economic policy developed by the African National Congress (ANC). He was refreshingly honest about the different delays, complications and failures of the policy, while at the same time acknowledging the ways in which the RDP was successful. My favorite part of his presentation, though, was when I asked him what it was like to work in the Mandela administration and he waxed nostalgic on Mandela's uncanny ability to sense the mood of the nation, even when it went against conventional wisdom or even his own party. I was completely rapt listening to Netshitenzhe's stories. Mandela was such a singular and gifted leader. I am amazed at the difference one person can make--how one person can inspire so many and leave such a legacy. It's a beautiful thing.

I also loved hearing from Ivan Pillay, former Acting Commissioner of South African Revenue Services (SARS), the equivalent to the IRS. He spoke about the health of government institutions, accountability, change management, strategic planning and organizational effectiveness. He was speaking my language! And so thoughtful and wise. I loved his pragmatism. Bureaucrats are the best. I could have listened to him all day, to be honest.

Highlight 4: Jonas testimony

I joked with folks back home that I witnessed the equivalent of the Comey congressional hearing while in South Africa. It sure felt like it! We got to sit-in on the Commission of Inquiry into State Capture, a public fact-finding entity charged with determining the veracity of allegations of state capture (systematic funneling of public funding into private interests) in the Zuma administration. Chaired by Deputy Chief Justice Zondo of the South African Constitutional Court, the commission, after hearing testimony from involved witnesses and examining evidence, will produce a set of recommendations which may result in legal action by the National Prosecutor’s Office.

The "star witness" of the day was former Deputy Ministry of Finance Mcebisi Jonas. He testified of a meeting on October 23, 2013, where a member of the Gupta family (aligned with Zuma) offered him 600 million rand to assume the role of Minister of Finance and act in the Gupta’s interest. His testimony was extremely compelling, and at one point Jonas paused to wipe tears from his eyes, and I found myself completely moved. The commission is predicted to continue for at least a couple of more years but I am highly interested in seeing what ultimately will come of it.

Highlight 5: Church and baby lions


Of course, all this public policy-related stuff was truly mind-nourishing and energizing, but I also managed to have some fun, too! On our day off I met up with Hannah, who is the cousin of my friend Esther. I immediately really liked her! She took me to her church, Heritage Baptist. It was so great to see a South African expression of faith in Jesus. After service we went to lunch with another young woman, Taimi, a surgical resident from Namibia. It was so easy chatting with them and we already had lots in common simply by virtue of being young, single Christian women. I love finding friends all around the world! 

In the evening I met up with Jill and Nya at the Lion & Safari Park in Lanseria, about 50 minutes outside of Johannesburg. On the way out I had a nice chat with my Uber driver from Zimbabwe who also works as a bouncer on the weekend. He had the radio turned onto a R&B station and at one point I turned to him and asked, "SZA?" "Huh?" "This is SZA, right?" "Huh?" "I like this music." He just laughed. He was wearing a New York Yankees cap. Globalization, y'all.

Jill, Nya and I did a night safari to see the spotted hyenas and the lions. We witnessed staff feeding them horse meat and it was visceral to say the least. I won't forget the sound of them cracking bones open to get to the marrow. Makes me squirm just thinking back on it. Afterward we got to play with some very sleepy, cute lion cubs. It was surreal!! The cubs were so young they hadn't even named them yet! Staff usually assign names to the cubs around seven months when their personalities have had time to emerge.

In conclusion


In sum, I had an absolutely unforgettable time in South Africa. I had read so much about it in books for school, but there was nothing like being there in person and experiencing it myself.

Stray observations

  1. Nothing in this world could explain my delight when, upon entering local fair trade coffee roaster Bean There, I heard an acoustic version of "Mama" by William Singe, one of my favorite Australian vocalists. I was home. I went there pretty much every morning over the duration of the trip.
  2. When someone asks "How are you?" sometimes folks say "sharp," meaning "well."
  3. The African diaspora is incredible. The "Pan African Writing" section of Exclusive Books featured works by Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, Ta-Nehisi Coates, LaShonda Katrice Barnett, Teju Cole, Chinua Achebe... I was in heaven. I limited myself to purchasing four books due to luggage space constraints but would have purchased many more. 
  4. I loved pretty much all the food I tried: ostrich steak, lamb stew, oxtail stew, venison stew, "bunny chow". The only thing I wasn't a huge fan of was the tripe. 
  5. As I traveled through South Africa I couldn't help thinking about my Grandpa Don, himself a world traveler during his lifetime. Did he have similar thoughts and reflections as he met new people and learned new things in new places? He taught me so much about being a humble observer when a guest in another country.