The past two months in hypothetical blog post titles, categorized.

Didn't see it coming

• I almost joined a cult. Whoops!!
• Escaped a cult and not sure how f---ed over my mind is?
• On being a neurotic Christian. 
• When good intentions don't preclude failure. 
• When a detour feels like a prison. 
• The harmful effects of shame. 
• Is it all just in my head? 

Coping

• Recovering from a punch to the heart. 
• TV bingeing: a recipe for general life dissatisfaction. 
• Falling down the Wikipedia rabbit hole. 

Metacognition and deconstruction

• Realizing I think in black and white. 
• R.I.P black and white thinking. 
• Paralyzed: don't know how to think. 
• Does anything mean anything? 
• Nuance and ambiguity is everything now, I guess. 

My emotional self

• On verbal dramatics and hysterical realism OR When every word that comes from my mouth is hyperbolic. 
• How my strong emotions make others uncomfortable. 
• To be or not to be: when contradictory advice makes me question my entire identity and very personhood. 

In sum

• The agony of agonizing. 
• Crying and I don't know why. 
• Jesus?